saddest event tat can ever happen

saddest event that can ever happen
got really emotonal yesterday, it seems as tough nth really went my way. first of all, my grandmother was admited to the hospital and was forced to go thru an operation 1 hr after admiiting to the hospital. After the operation, we thought everything went well but the doctor then called my dad and told him that my grandmother have to go 4 another operation bcoz the doctor have diagnosed a bigger problem with my grandmother's health. At the time my grandmother was having her operation, i was playing badminton with my friends. i felt terrible though, but it has been a very long time time since we've played badminton 2gether(though i actually prefer 2 play tennis). All these passed quickly as i went home to relax and watch my tv. i have been anticipating for the atp tennis open in rotterdam to start, as my most most most fav. tennis player, gilles simon, have participated in this event. Though i did not noe which day he was playin, but i still waited. Finally, he played yesterday and i was elated to see him back on court. i was full full of confidence that he would win the match. However, he did not play well in the first set and eventually lost the first. By then, i was feeling rather gloomy. However, he managed to break bac in the 2nd set to even the score with his opponent (i dun care hu he was, i only know that i hate him to the core). However, in the 3rd and final set, simon lost it, he lost the match. i was feeling terrible, i also do not noe why? it was his match and not mine. i felt worse than the time when i represented the skool to participate in the netball tournament but lost in the the end. it was jus a tournament and not a grand slam. the thought of him exiting so early in the tournament pisses me off alot. i would probably feel sad for another few more days but i jus hope that he will particpate in another tournament asap so that i can see him play (apparently, this has become my most favourite pastime