Thursday, March 26, 2009

a whole new experience

A new experience
well, started workin as a flyer distributor during the IT fair. Got tricked by my brother. didnt' wan to work as a flyer distributor initially. wanted to b a sales assistant instead. @ tat time, all he told was 2 be workin @ e IT fair for his friend's sister. the nite b4 we actually started working then i realised i was working @ tat post. wanted 2 back out initially but still went in the end as i dun wan 2 b such an irresponsible person. ok, intitially, i thought it was goin 2 b a boring and tiring job. However, i still found sum fun in the job. i was usually lined up among the 2 rows as other flyer distributors. and whenever there is people walking thru these 2 rows, we would stuff our flyer 2 them. i mean, looking @ their expression alone is kinda funny. we even passed 2 the kids. around the last hour or so, sum of the flyer distributor who hav given out all their flyer started to walk thru e 2 rows and help us 'throw' e flyers so that e rest of us can quickly finish. it was fun though, workin wth these people and wth their funny actions. but the place was too crowded and messy. overall, i think it was quite fun still and the best thing is workin helps my mind from missing simon. omg, i bet the next few days is gonna b as boring as usual and i will be in my 'fanatic of simon' mode.haha.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

issit always gd being no.1?

issit always good being no.1?
issit always gd being number one? simon is currently world number 8 and bcoz of these rankings, he have 2 face unneccessary pressure of beating players wth a lousier ranking. these pressure have definitly caused him to be out-of-form. i remembered those days when his rankings was terrible(top30), he was then able 2 play without pressure and played more freely, producing some excellent tennis. i mean, he does not deserved to face all these ridiculous pressure neither does he have to be critisized. he worked so hard to be what he is today. probably without any pressure, he could easily breeze through the top 5. Therefore, one shud not care so mch about exterior pressure as long as one tries its best. i wish simon the best of lick too! go simon, go france!

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Friday, February 27, 2009

i've had a bad day

i've had a bad day
these few days, i've thought alot. feels weird though. for the past few days, my paternal grandmother have stayed over in my house and a stay for another few weeks. it was jus a week ago that she had been thru an operation and aft tat, the docter diagnosed that she had 3rd-stage cancer with only a few years left to live. i was terrified, very terrified. i mean, i felt so bad. we only noticed abt her sickness when her cancer was already at the 3rd stage! if we would have paid more attention to her, things would have turned out to be better. i feel so miserable. this lady, have taken very good care of me since i was very young. unlike other grandmothers, she never scolds us and would always give us all sorts of things. we used to visit her once a week week when we were young but now probably once a month or even once in 3 months. even so, when she knew we were coming, she would cook or fav. food and packed them up for s to takeaway. however, she is also very pitiful. my paternal grandfather is one who always shouts and bullies her. normal woman would jus divorce or leave the man alone. however, my grandmother jus endured it, which is kind of amazing. his temper is really bad as he loves to shout at people. therefore i admire her alot. such a kind lady should not be punished with thiz type of illness. i feel that it's in justice done. right now, i jus hope that she pulls through and be strong and try to overcome tiz sickness.

Saturday, February 21, 2009


my life rocks with them

My life rocks with them
i shall write tiz amazing event even though it is a little too late (but i can't seem to get it off my head). it is about the ones who makes my life go round. 1st dog, lucky teo. tiz dog ran into my hs! it seems so amazing! my maid was out dumping rubbish when he suddenly dash into my hs and 'tour' the house. then, the first person whom he first approached was my mum. i could still remember vividly tat we were actually chasing after him. my mum was there on the floor reading the newspapers when he suddenly jump to 'hug' my mum by her back. my mum is a person who didnt like dogs, but aft tat 'hug' she actually allowed us to keep him. After checking around the neighbourhood tat the dog did not belong to anyone, we decided to adopt it. our whole family then showered all our love to this cute dog, even my parents too. he too brought much joy to our family. after moving into our new hs, dad then decided tat our hs could accomodate 1 more dog and hence, decided to 'buy' a wife for lucky. the new dog was named lexie after a few rounds of voting. this dog is cut but naughty and has brought mch joy to our family too!

Friday, February 20, 2009

boring holiday

Boring holiday
it is so boring to stay @ home everyday while waitn for skool to start. i'm nt complainin bout e long holiday, but in fact blamin myself 4 nt havin the motivation to work or even doing sum community activity like i always wanted. the activity tat i wan 2 do all day would be practicing tennis. however, i do not have a tennis racket, neither do i have a court to play at. Furthermore, i do not have a practicing partner! how pathetic! therefore, i have to make do with badminton whereby it is much easier and less boring as compared to tennis. Another thing tat bothers me is my parents. they keep forcing me go british council. the fact is, i'm nt goin 2 jc so y does english matters so so so much. also, even if they wan me to improve my english, i've put in effort to read sum books. they cant possibly exept a drastic improvement in my eng in a short period of time. Furthermore, if goin british council means a 100% improvement of english then when being a lawyer means you are 100% rich (financially). what nonsense is tat. anyway i'm old enough 2 choose wat i wanna do. u can give me advice or watsoeva but do not control my decisions.