i've had a bad day
these few days, i've thought alot. feels weird though. for the past few days, my paternal grandmother have stayed over in my house and a stay for another few weeks. it was jus a week ago that she had been thru an operation and aft tat, the docter diagnosed that she had 3rd-stage cancer with only a few years left to live. i was terrified, very terrified. i mean, i felt so bad. we only noticed abt her sickness when her cancer was already at the 3rd stage! if we would have paid more attention to her, things would have turned out to be better. i feel so miserable. this lady, have taken very good care of me since i was very young. unlike other grandmothers, she never scolds us and would always give us all sorts of things. we used to visit her once a week week when we were young but now probably once a month or even once in 3 months. even so, when she knew we were coming, she would cook or fav. food and packed them up for s to takeaway. however, she is also very pitiful. my paternal grandfather is one who always shouts and bullies her. normal woman would jus divorce or leave the man alone. however, my grandmother jus endured it, which is kind of amazing. his temper is really bad as he loves to shout at people. therefore i admire her alot. such a kind lady should not be punished with thiz type of illness. i feel that it's in justice done. right now, i jus hope that she pulls through and be strong and try to overcome tiz sickness.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
my life rocks with them
My life rocks with them
i shall write tiz amazing event even though it is a little too late (but i can't seem to get it off my head). it is about the ones who makes my life go round. 1st dog, lucky teo. tiz dog ran into my hs! it seems so amazing! my maid was out dumping rubbish when he suddenly dash into my hs and 'tour' the house. then, the first person whom he first approached was my mum. i could still remember vividly tat we were actually chasing after him. my mum was there on the floor reading the newspapers when he suddenly jump to 'hug' my mum by her back. my mum is a person who didnt like dogs, but aft tat 'hug' she actually allowed us to keep him. After checking around the neighbourhood tat the dog did not belong to anyone, we decided to adopt it. our whole family then showered all our love to this cute dog, even my parents too. he too brought much joy to our family. after moving into our new hs, dad then decided tat our hs could accomodate 1 more dog and hence, decided to 'buy' a wife for lucky. the new dog was named lexie after a few rounds of voting. this dog is cut but naughty and has brought mch joy to our family too!
Friday, February 20, 2009
boring holiday
Boring holiday
it is so boring to stay @ home everyday while waitn for skool to start. i'm nt complainin bout e long holiday, but in fact blamin myself 4 nt havin the motivation to work or even doing sum community activity like i always wanted. the activity tat i wan 2 do all day would be practicing tennis. however, i do not have a tennis racket, neither do i have a court to play at. Furthermore, i do not have a practicing partner! how pathetic! therefore, i have to make do with badminton whereby it is much easier and less boring as compared to tennis. Another thing tat bothers me is my parents. they keep forcing me go british council. the fact is, i'm nt goin 2 jc so y does english matters so so so much. also, even if they wan me to improve my english, i've put in effort to read sum books. they cant possibly exept a drastic improvement in my eng in a short period of time. Furthermore, if goin british council means a 100% improvement of english then when being a lawyer means you are 100% rich (financially). what nonsense is tat. anyway i'm old enough 2 choose wat i wanna do. u can give me advice or watsoeva but do not control my decisions.
it is so boring to stay @ home everyday while waitn for skool to start. i'm nt complainin bout e long holiday, but in fact blamin myself 4 nt havin the motivation to work or even doing sum community activity like i always wanted. the activity tat i wan 2 do all day would be practicing tennis. however, i do not have a tennis racket, neither do i have a court to play at. Furthermore, i do not have a practicing partner! how pathetic! therefore, i have to make do with badminton whereby it is much easier and less boring as compared to tennis. Another thing tat bothers me is my parents. they keep forcing me go british council. the fact is, i'm nt goin 2 jc so y does english matters so so so much. also, even if they wan me to improve my english, i've put in effort to read sum books. they cant possibly exept a drastic improvement in my eng in a short period of time. Furthermore, if goin british council means a 100% improvement of english then when being a lawyer means you are 100% rich (financially). what nonsense is tat. anyway i'm old enough 2 choose wat i wanna do. u can give me advice or watsoeva but do not control my decisions.
Monday, February 16, 2009
class reunion
class reunion
Finally, we have a class reunion. After 3months of holiday, this is the 1st time tat the class will be gathered together and the venue was at my house. i really missed everybody! really missed the secondary days. our class would have this habit of playing cards during recess and lunch breaks (of course we would do not play in front the teacher) one of us would be around to look out for teachers and would notify the rest in the classmates. sounds really fun! other rhan tat we would normally crack jokes among ourselves. Now tat we we're entering our tertiary education, we r unable to be like what we used to be during the secondary school times. really missed all these fun and action. even so, it was great metting everyone. we caught up a little and played wii, and gambled together, it was really very fun. too bad for those who missed out on the class event. Unfortunetly, grandma was ill and i had to visit her in the hospital. therefore, everyone had 2 leave early. i would like to thank all those who came for the wonderful evening.
Finally, we have a class reunion. After 3months of holiday, this is the 1st time tat the class will be gathered together and the venue was at my house. i really missed everybody! really missed the secondary days. our class would have this habit of playing cards during recess and lunch breaks (of course we would do not play in front the teacher) one of us would be around to look out for teachers and would notify the rest in the classmates. sounds really fun! other rhan tat we would normally crack jokes among ourselves. Now tat we we're entering our tertiary education, we r unable to be like what we used to be during the secondary school times. really missed all these fun and action. even so, it was great metting everyone. we caught up a little and played wii, and gambled together, it was really very fun. too bad for those who missed out on the class event. Unfortunetly, grandma was ill and i had to visit her in the hospital. therefore, everyone had 2 leave early. i would like to thank all those who came for the wonderful evening.
Friday, February 13, 2009
saddest event tat can ever happen
saddest event that can ever happen
got really emotonal yesterday, it seems as tough nth really went my way. first of all, my grandmother was admited to the hospital and was forced to go thru an operation 1 hr after admiiting to the hospital. After the operation, we thought everything went well but the doctor then called my dad and told him that my grandmother have to go 4 another operation bcoz the doctor have diagnosed a bigger problem with my grandmother's health. At the time my grandmother was having her operation, i was playing badminton with my friends. i felt terrible though, but it has been a very long time time since we've played badminton 2gether(though i actually prefer 2 play tennis). All these passed quickly as i went home to relax and watch my tv. i have been anticipating for the atp tennis open in rotterdam to start, as my most most most fav. tennis player, gilles simon, have participated in this event. Though i did not noe which day he was playin, but i still waited. Finally, he played yesterday and i was elated to see him back on court. i was full full of confidence that he would win the match. However, he did not play well in the first set and eventually lost the first. By then, i was feeling rather gloomy. However, he managed to break bac in the 2nd set to even the score with his opponent (i dun care hu he was, i only know that i hate him to the core). However, in the 3rd and final set, simon lost it, he lost the match. i was feeling terrible, i also do not noe why? it was his match and not mine. i felt worse than the time when i represented the skool to participate in the netball tournament but lost in the the end. it was jus a tournament and not a grand slam. the thought of him exiting so early in the tournament pisses me off alot. i would probably feel sad for another few more days but i jus hope that he will particpate in another tournament asap so that i can see him play (apparently, this has become my most favourite pastime
got really emotonal yesterday, it seems as tough nth really went my way. first of all, my grandmother was admited to the hospital and was forced to go thru an operation 1 hr after admiiting to the hospital. After the operation, we thought everything went well but the doctor then called my dad and told him that my grandmother have to go 4 another operation bcoz the doctor have diagnosed a bigger problem with my grandmother's health. At the time my grandmother was having her operation, i was playing badminton with my friends. i felt terrible though, but it has been a very long time time since we've played badminton 2gether(though i actually prefer 2 play tennis). All these passed quickly as i went home to relax and watch my tv. i have been anticipating for the atp tennis open in rotterdam to start, as my most most most fav. tennis player, gilles simon, have participated in this event. Though i did not noe which day he was playin, but i still waited. Finally, he played yesterday and i was elated to see him back on court. i was full full of confidence that he would win the match. However, he did not play well in the first set and eventually lost the first. By then, i was feeling rather gloomy. However, he managed to break bac in the 2nd set to even the score with his opponent (i dun care hu he was, i only know that i hate him to the core). However, in the 3rd and final set, simon lost it, he lost the match. i was feeling terrible, i also do not noe why? it was his match and not mine. i felt worse than the time when i represented the skool to participate in the netball tournament but lost in the the end. it was jus a tournament and not a grand slam. the thought of him exiting so early in the tournament pisses me off alot. i would probably feel sad for another few more days but i jus hope that he will particpate in another tournament asap so that i can see him play (apparently, this has become my most favourite pastime
Sunday, February 8, 2009
my new life
My new life
well, got my posting results. goin 2 temasek poly. however, didnt get to my dream course though. i personally feel tat if i were to get into my dream course(hotel and resort management), i will bcome more independent. the course tat i was posted to, however, enables me to take after my mum's job/business. i seriously think tat tiz will bring more harm tat way. even if i were to work for other companies, i think i will have the mentality of if i were to dislike anything from the company, i could always quit as i have my parent's company as backway, making me more reliant on my parents. on the other hand, if i were to study the course that has totally nth to do with my parents company, no matter what, i will force myself to endure and work harder. i will definetly be more independent too. well, many friends and relatives really thinks tat i wanna rely on my parents for the job, hence choosing the course. the fact is: i have no choice. if i were to score better, i would not have chosen tiz course. so, my motive of tiz post is to show my unhappiness of thiz course and how much i do not want to be mistaken for! well, it seems as though almost everything in my life has been arranged for. :(
well, got my posting results. goin 2 temasek poly. however, didnt get to my dream course though. i personally feel tat if i were to get into my dream course(hotel and resort management), i will bcome more independent. the course tat i was posted to, however, enables me to take after my mum's job/business. i seriously think tat tiz will bring more harm tat way. even if i were to work for other companies, i think i will have the mentality of if i were to dislike anything from the company, i could always quit as i have my parent's company as backway, making me more reliant on my parents. on the other hand, if i were to study the course that has totally nth to do with my parents company, no matter what, i will force myself to endure and work harder. i will definetly be more independent too. well, many friends and relatives really thinks tat i wanna rely on my parents for the job, hence choosing the course. the fact is: i have no choice. if i were to score better, i would not have chosen tiz course. so, my motive of tiz post is to show my unhappiness of thiz course and how much i do not want to be mistaken for! well, it seems as though almost everything in my life has been arranged for. :(
he is the 1!
He is the no.1!!!
ok, i am now very sure tat i wan gilles simon to act as 'edward cullen'. anyone can treat tiz as a protest or watsoevr. the point is, robert patterson did not gain the likes of fans when the producers declared him to be the main actor of twilight of which he acts as hearthrob 'edward cullen'. He had 2 go thru numerous promotion with the backing of his managers and companies in order to SLOWLY gain popularity. He alone is definetly unable to earn the hearts from the twilight fans. Gilles simon, however, despite haven even going for any promotion, is able to gain the hearts of many fans from the twilight saga. This is definetly true as someone from the made a comment on the australian open official website. Furthermore, he has some qualities similar to that of 'edward cullen' that makes him more suitable 2 act as 'edward cullen'. Firstly, he has the most gorgeous pair of eyes tat i've ever seen (this 1 is definelty breathtaking). Secondly, he plays the piano! (in the movie, edward too plays the piano, it gives the director an easier time to shoot piano scenes) Thirdly,he does not nid much promotion to gain the hearts of the fans bcoz fans will be naturally attracted to him (this quality will help save his company from extra promotion and i believe tat with the hlp of the movie, he will be the next brad pitt or andy lau, haha!) so, my point is, he suit the character, edward cullen, better!!!
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